DEATH. I have come to a realisation how scary it is. Most of the time, it's unpredictable. It's so sudden, in the way that you take one last breath and you're gone. JUST LIKE THAT. Imagine not knowing you were going to die today, and not knowing that it would be the last time you got out of bed, brushed you teeth etc. But that's minor. Imagine going out of the house and forgetting to say goodbye to your family members, without a last hug or kiss. Worse, shouting and yelling or fighting with them before you leave. I'd be overwhelmed with regret if the last thing I said to my loved ones before I died was something mean and cutting. I must not take my family and friends for granted! The whole dying thing freaks me out. About just going like THAT. What if there were so many unfinished things left behind? What if you didn't get to see the people you loved the most for the last time? What if there was something you desperately needed to tell someone and you didn't get to? What if you had many elaborate plans for the future, whether near or far, and you never got to them? I for sure don't want to die with regrets. I don't want to die anytime soon, but I guess that's not for me to decide. URGH. The whole dying thing scares me. I wish there was no such thing as death. That might be a bad thing, but oh well. WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE. I have a swollen area under my foot which itches like hell. I HATE IT. I feel like amputating my foot(I don't mean it, I'll cry if I ever lose my foot!) it's so OMG ITCHY!! I can't even walk 5 steps without stopping to scratch.  Death = Scary! I will not take living for granted. <3Nicole | 
